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"I love being held. I love when I am in someones arms, and I know that they would do anything for me. yea, I know its selfish but that is what I love. I love waking up to someone and smiling and having them smile back. When you are cold, and you are sharing a blanket and you have their sweatshirt on. your hair is all a mess and your breath smells and you nuzzle up to their neck and they nuzzle you back and wrap their arms around you. and you smile. And fall right back asleep.
I love walking into a room and she smiles back at you, you work your way over, making googiley eyes just for fun until you reach her, and then she wraps you in a big hug and you say hi and act like you haven’t seen each other in ages. That is a great feeling.
Feeling the rush of his lips trail down your body, covering every spot of skin. Giving in to him, giving him what you both want. Feeling like one. Knowing your love will not fade. Knowing giving him that will make him keep you forever, just as you want.
The happy moments, the secret smiles. Going out with her family and saying something they don’t get, but she gives me that look that tells me she got it and she found it funny. Her telling me how beautiful I am in front of her family. Them looking at us and seeing how much we adore each other. The feeling of pride when her mom tells me she is happy her daugther has found someone so worth his love.
The tears after a big fight. And then her rushing over to dry them with kisses, not being able to sleep until she knows I am better.
The silent way people drift apart, the way the secret smiles fade. The fights end in crying with no one to hold you. the way your world seems to collapse, but you know this isn’t the way its supposed to be.
YELLING AT HER TO FIX IT. even though you know you did more damage than she did.
After the break up, the feeling of betray as you look at another girl. Knowing you shouldn’t be looking, you don’t belong to them. knowing she still doesn’t look at anyone but you.
When you hang out, the way her eyes watch yours,the way they say sorry, the way you know she wants to kiss you and make all the pain go away. Trying your hardest not to cry because she refuses to become a couple together.
Being completely in love with her. and him with you.
Being best friends.
Her thinking she is not good enough, so she wants you to find someone that is.
You refusing to find someone else because you want her.
The complications. The tears. The heartache.
The feeling of love through it all."
I love walking into a room and she smiles back at you, you work your way over, making googiley eyes just for fun until you reach her, and then she wraps you in a big hug and you say hi and act like you haven’t seen each other in ages. That is a great feeling.
Feeling the rush of his lips trail down your body, covering every spot of skin. Giving in to him, giving him what you both want. Feeling like one. Knowing your love will not fade. Knowing giving him that will make him keep you forever, just as you want.
The happy moments, the secret smiles. Going out with her family and saying something they don’t get, but she gives me that look that tells me she got it and she found it funny. Her telling me how beautiful I am in front of her family. Them looking at us and seeing how much we adore each other. The feeling of pride when her mom tells me she is happy her daugther has found someone so worth his love.
The tears after a big fight. And then her rushing over to dry them with kisses, not being able to sleep until she knows I am better.
The silent way people drift apart, the way the secret smiles fade. The fights end in crying with no one to hold you. the way your world seems to collapse, but you know this isn’t the way its supposed to be.
YELLING AT HER TO FIX IT. even though you know you did more damage than she did.
After the break up, the feeling of betray as you look at another girl. Knowing you shouldn’t be looking, you don’t belong to them. knowing she still doesn’t look at anyone but you.
When you hang out, the way her eyes watch yours,the way they say sorry, the way you know she wants to kiss you and make all the pain go away. Trying your hardest not to cry because she refuses to become a couple together.
Being completely in love with her. and him with you.
Being best friends.
Her thinking she is not good enough, so she wants you to find someone that is.
You refusing to find someone else because you want her.
The complications. The tears. The heartache.
The feeling of love through it all."
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